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Welcome to Vea-chan's blog wherein she writes her heart out~ :)

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Her name is Salve, but she's better known in the cyberworld as Haruka, Mimi, and Vea-chan. Living on Earth for 11 years. She's a proud HS Freshman from the University of Regina Carmeli. Give her loads of love on 1o/o6, `cause its her day (^O^).

My Japanese Name Is 小川 Ogawa (small river) 歩 Ayumu (walk, deeper meaning: walk your own way)


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I`m shattered. Broken. And its all because of him.
Thursday, December 4, 2008 | 7:16 PM

WARNING: Some words in this post may not be suitable for children. Beware.

This day, is my worst day. I don't know what have gotten into "Hoshi". He was very sweet again with "Mal-de-tah". Why, why does he do this to ME?!?!?! Can't he feel the pain I`m bearing?! They're holding hands, hugging each other... Talking to each other... GAWD! I`m going to be crazy! Just because of him!

What I could say about that girl is, "ang arte mo". MALANDI. May "Hoshi" ka na, may "Tadase" ka pa. [ Tadase will be the codename of the campus crush in our school ] ANG ARTE MO TALAGA! LANDI! AKALA MO KUNG SINO KA!! Tell me that I`m an undisciplined child, but, aren't blogs supposed to be like diaries? In this blog, we should all express our crappy thoughts. From love to boys to school to family... Hah. WhatEVER.

During our P.E. class, we had a game called: "Palyas". It was a game between two teams and the main objective is to get the handkerchief, without you getting caught. We lost. The other team won. And after the game, I saw "Hoshi" and "Mal-de-tah", hugging each other!!! HINDI BA SILA NAHIHIYA?!?! Nag-aakbayan pa sila! AKALA NILA KUNG SINO SILA! Sana naman, malaman nila, na may taong nasasaktan. AKO YUN.

But, what is really mysterious is, why, oh why, did he do this to me? What have I done wrong to him? Is there something missing? T_T You all do this to me, but why do I still love you? I can't understand myself. I HATE MYSELF for being so weak.

HINDI KO NA KAYA. Bakit pa kasi, sa dinami-dami ng mga lalake diyan, siya pa ang nagustuhan ko?! WHY?!>.< "I am such a pathetic loser".












`` BECAUSE depression is my life. I always get lost in the road of challenges. I have no friends to depend on... Because I`m all alone. The song, "Fields of Hope" really suits what I`m feeling right now. And right now, I`m crying.


`` cause i`m...

isolated.

all alone.

rejected.


I h
ope you know what it feels like to be rejected...

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